Friday, July 5, 2013
2013
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
'give a damn!'
Sunday, August 21, 2011
love 1
Saturday, February 26, 2011
alleyways
Thursday, January 27, 2011
just be good
the word 'love' can be a catch-all for the solution to any problem. but it is through love that truth, beauty, honesty, loyalty, liberty, punctuality, or even violence and strength are achieved. to love is to care. to care is to do your best. to love is to do your best.
when asked whether they want to die or not, most people still say no. we are all rightfully scared of what might await us at the end. the only thing we can be certain of are the memories we have of the dead. some we cherish, some we cringe at. which makes it vitally important to take pride in oneself and respect others. to leave nothing but a legacy of good after we are gone. this requires vigilance and energy, but remember; this is all we can truly know about life after death. without any irony, it's your funeral.
i find a relief in knowing that i can end my own life if i choose to, like a safety hatch i can open if i need to escape my own head once and for all. but, again, if i turn the focus outward and try and really be there for whomever is with me, at any given moment in my life, i can hopefully help whomever is there, and in turn help myself.
there is still so much work to be done to be a better person, better musician, better everything, and there's not much time left, which is fine. i don't want for anything anymore except to just keep trying to make great records with hard working folks who are easy to be around and take care of my family. it's hard being good, but in this pursuit to be happy, there is no alternative. perhaps it is the same with friendships and with saving the world. just be good and the world will revive itself through you and your own good life.
Sunday, January 9, 2011
rush nerd
i finally had a chance to watch it one sunday afternoon and i was immediately captivated all the way through.
a lot of people who know me as a musician only go a few years back, to either the swindles, buttercup, lara & reyes or mike morales.
but if you went a little further back. you would have heard some serious 70's metal guitar.
the beatles were too tough as a kid for me. there was something there i didn't have yet. a voice. and i didn't really sing. and the songs pitched around in keys all over the place, not mention tuning issues from song to song. i liked singing along. but playing guitar along with those records was too hard.
but loud electric guitar is easy to define. it's usually the loudest thing in the track. and if you have a quick ear, you can begin to see the patterns emerging on the fretboard of the guitar.
and as i grew old enough to drive, i started getting more music tips from my friends. san antonio had a radio station that championed these obscure metal bands, long before anyone besides their friends and local fans had ever heard of them.
and so along with what was actually popular, the cheap tricks and kiss and aerosmiths of the world, there were judas priest, ufo, triumph, april wine, moxy, legs diamond and on and on they came.
there were tons of guitar parts there to learn, right off the radio.
but rush songs were another story.
i hadn't yet heard any jazz-fusion or flamenco or classical music yet. the band Yes was maybe the most technically complex music i'd heard in a rock context.
and then i got 'all the world's a stage'. which is pretty much the live versions of the best parts of their first four records. it's still so much fun to listen to. and the guitar parts were amazing.
i still really enjoy making that much sound. as a three piece band, rush could fill up so much. alex lifeson used open strings combined with barre chords in a way i'd never thought of. they really cared about arrangements and technically flawless recordings.
and that's where i went for twenty years. studying guitar feverishly, and playing in metal, then fusion, then nylon-string, guitar-based bands.
but none of it would have been possible without 'a farewell to kings' or 'hemispheres'.
i remember playing 'la villa strangiato' with just the drummer of the band i played with in high school. somehow we made it to the end.
i also remember playing the recording of 'the trees' in my middle school english class to complete some kind of assignment. a true rush nerd move. i had complete freakouts over other bands as well (judas priest was definitely my guide to any twin-guitar playing that would happen later), but rush compelled me, for some reason. i think i really felt they were making art, not just music.
and in a way, my whole career can be traced right back to this band from canada that everyone thought sucked so badly back then. it was truly a dividing topic amongst teenagers in the late 70's. and their music was true girl poison. no one wants to make out to 'by-tor and the snowdog'.
but i was not dissuaded. i guess i'm still not.
it's only after watching this film, that i realized just how much they mean to me as a band. it was a very nice gift. something to help me rekindle this love i've always had for music. it's easy to lose confidence in yourself, but knowing you can do just one thing really well. that's maybe the lynchpin that holds a life together in those dark, lonely moments.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
acting through music
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
17 albums
there was a huge influx of new recordings for me in the early nineties that i'm not really quite sure how i ended up with. but i listened to them a lot.
people have been posting lists of 15 songs lately on social network sites, but i am far too shy to do anything like that. so here, in the confines of my own minuscule blogarium, is yet one more, except i totally added two songs at the end. and they're not songs, they're albums.
the verve - urban hymns. i still dig that record for some reason. lots of wah-wah.
aimee mann - whatever. classic jon brion-produced mann. jim keltner is killing it. jon's no slouch on 'i should have known'
starflyer 59 - leave here at stranger. a later record for me, but such good songs. great voice. in mono. jason martin makes great records.
catherine wheel - chrome. cranked, this thing still sounds amazing. and now gil norton produces dave grohl. weird.
xtc - skylarking. i got this in 89 or so. changed my life. a friend in college thought i should hear it.
michael penn - resigned. this record sounds huge. brendon o'brien is the man. lots of great ideas, hooks, playing, etc.
cocteau twins - four-calendar cafe. i was really into programming drums at this point. and i still love chorus pedals.
the grays - ro sham bo. another shade of jon brion and jason faulkner from further below. but the jb tunes are still my favorites.
elliott smith - either-or. i remember thinking, this sounds like my recordings. but these songs are amazing.
the finn brothers. their best collaborative effort hands down. tchad blake makes it all sound so good.
crowded house - woodface. another fine finn brother collaborative. 'four seasons in one day" is beautiful.
xtc - nonsuch. they're in top form here. 'that wave' - that guitar solo is incredible. dave gregory. genius.
the blue nile - hats. the voice to end all voices: paul buchanan. 'walk across the rooftops' is also amazingly sad.
jellyfish - spilt milk. the first real attempt i hear at a vintage sounding recording. jack joseph puig. my hat is off, sir.
teenage fanclub - a catholic education. 'every picture i paint' is stunning.
red kross - phaseshifter. they are bashing it out. loud and melodic. just great. chris smart gave me a copy of this. thanks chris!
curve - cuckoo. another wall of guitar type thing that i really enjoy. and girl singers. like the english band texas. great stuff.
the sundays - blind. her voice is so lovely. i saw them with 100 other people at the majestic. it was magical.
there are a few missing, but this made up a bulk of my listening at the time. and once i got an ADAT to record with at home around 95, i was in business. the business of trying to make records that sounded like these, but with little success at first. something had to change inside me for it to work. or it just got better over time. either way, i'm happier with how things are sounding now, but it's still…meh. it's still not rubber soul….
Thursday, September 9, 2010
bye aunt bea
Saturday, August 28, 2010
the preacher
mitch said it was, 'another one of joe's sermons' as he and dave wasson and i chatted outside the old jersey lilly at the now suddenly hip pearl brewery, waiting to play the last set of a very laid back, easy going, high paying swindles gig. there was a a nice little breeze blowing across the parking lots.
he did add that he enjoyed them, which i thought was nice.
but as the word 'sermon' floated through the air, through my ears, to my brain, i pictured me in a room with my mom, listening to her and her friends from church, as she declared that i was definitely going to be a priest or a minister. i was destined, according to her. i had this gift.
i'm pretty sure at that time in my life, my sole purpose was to listen to all the beatles' albums as much as i could and try and jump my bike off of homemade ramps in the downtime between listens.
but i now notice that i constantly talk about music and it's healing powers and the mystery behind it's creation. much like someone who loves a certain savior.
so now, at 4 am in the morning, i think my mom may have been right. i talk about music to everyone i know, all the time, in very much the same way some people speak of a god. we heard and saw a lot of talk about god in our home growing up. but it never interested me in the same way that music did. at the time, we all just thought our mother was being a bit overzealous about her religious beliefs. now i realize that i'm just as obsessed about music as she was about god. she didn't live to see where music would take me, but i think she'd be pleased to know that it took me to what i think is a great place.
but most of us, if we continue to search, will find something in this world we connect with deeply that is not a person. it could be a place. but it's most likely a thing.
and with the deep love of this thing fully shaping us, we navigate the world while we're here. we find solace and gratitude and humility through this thing and with a true devotion to this thing, we can be lead towards a better, fuller life.
maybe i have the same desire as that of a person of faith: this need to proselytize, to utter forth with great will and conviction the attributes that this thing possesses -- "it will change your life." our mother was deeply religious, but now i feel that she saw how it could take someone's focus away from themselves and aim it towards others. which, yeah, i think is what music or science or art can do too and which i firmly believe can make a person's life better.
i know it would make my mom happy to see that i am indeed a preacher; one that tells everyone he knows that there's something special and beautiful and necessary in this world and it's called music. so thanks, mitch. i'm glad to be playing music with you. so is my mom.